WHY IS MY MOM UPSET I WANT TO MOVE WITH MY FRIEND?

Tiffany..Your situation is very complicated..I know what you mean when you say that your embarrassed about your house but I think that if your depress about how you live then why don't you try talking to your parents about the situation. Try to bring back to them the motivation they had when they bought the house. Try helping out like for example since your 19 I think you can get a part-time job and help around the house like buying some paint for the outside of the house get help from your brother talk to him about this ask him what he thinks about how you're living and try to motivate him to help out too. A few cans of paint doesn't come out to expensive. If you cant fix as much the inside then try fixing the outside. Make it look cozy, warming, and nice. Don't have to spend so much money if you have a helping hand. Making the outside attractive will make you feel at ease with the inside if you have a friend over you can always make an excuse and say: Oh let stay outside it's so hot today..It's a beautiful day!! This way no one would have to see that your house is unfinished in the inside. I know it's not easy but maybe taking responsibility now will make you a better person in the future..plus the day your parents aren't around who do you think will heritage the property. Make your life easier cause if you were to move in with your friend you can be sure that many problems will show up. You can be comfortable the first two weeks but something tells me that things as problems are surely to show up once something happens. Making your house look good in the outside might make your parents see that it's time for them to take motivation in their hands and make your life a much better comfortable life. Look in the internet for greats ideas to make your living space look marvelous without spending much money. Life is not easy sweetie and if you find yourself hopeless then find a way to live better cause if you do you can be sure that you not only going to feel good about yourself you also have a great satisfaction about what you have accomplish in life. I hope you see what I mean somehow cause it's so sad not to live in a loving family home with those you most love. Nothing is better than your family to understand and give you support just try..Good luck and God bless. PS. My advice is based on my own experience.